Keep Moving Forward
wearing them feels like a hug from him <3
Time will tell
mmm whatcha say?


I miss you so much. There’s not a single thing I can do about it. I can’t run to you. It’s not a broken relationship. You’re straight up not with us anymore, and I don’t know what to do. I’m so helpless, it’s not even funny.
I thought I could stay that strong, but I was gravely mistaken. It was easy doing it for the family, taking care of things, making decisions, and standing up for what I think is right in this crazy family of ours. But coming to terms personally is seriously the shits, it’s so hard. I love you so much, and I sorely miss all of the car rides, the shows we would watch, your snoring, and of course, you sneaking me out to get food. I’m forever your little girl, and I wish more than anything I could see you again and hug you. Yeah, our hugs were always awkward, but hey, that’s how we Asians roll.
No lie, I will forever remember the last time I got to hug you, and the last time you put your arm around me. Weak as you were, you found the strength to your arm around me one last time. I love you so much, Daddy, and goddamnit, I miss you everyday.
Though it may dull, time will never heal this pain I feel.